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30 November 2003

Tossing and turning

My nocturnal habits are something not to be desired. The horrible insomnia, the short amount of sleep, the 'odd' sleeping positions, and then there are the dreams.

Have I mentioned that for a year I had night terrors every night? That's not an exaggeration either. I would either wake up crying or addressing my Freudian apparitions in shouts or pleas.

Can you hear yourself sleeping? I can. I catch myself snoring, weeping, mumbling, laughing, moaning, or making any noise....while asleep. Still asleep but also conscious of things.

So...my lastest complaint is that I've been dreaming of the same person for the last week or so. Some dreams are barely imprinted on my brain when I wake but the majority are not. I have been in that semi-conscious state of hearing everything going on: the noises in the house, the television if left on, the damn cats. And then dreaming of this person. Unresolved, unfulfilled, unrequited. If the day wasn't going to be sleepy anyways....HELL!

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Fernando Pessoa

  • "Because I'm the size of what I see and not the size of my stature."
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