Illegal to Love Me

I've been having dreams about certain men in my life. One my friend, B. I was excited to see him. Have been in love with the guy since adolescence. I remember embracing him. He, however wasn't too glad to see me. Evidently there was some ordinance making it illegal to love me. I could feel his anger towards me for interrupting his life. And he was actually repulsed to see me and have him near his family.