THINK! THINK! THINK! and remember

I feel like that forgetful bear.

Feel bad because I forgot to post a birthday post to my dearest Carrie. Sorry Chica!. I did remember to call and wish her a Carrie Day. HAPPY CARRIE DAY, my dearest, sweetest, most lovingest CARRIE. I love you so much, my sister. I miss you all the way, where you are. I wish I could take you to sushi on your birthday. :-( Birthday present on its way shortly. So sorry for the delay. (yes, I suck...I openly admit in from of the internet world....lots of witnesses to my suckdom). Lots of love, hermana!

sigh....hmmmmmm.

Also forgot my blog birthday....Didn't post last year on my first. I think I boycotted it because EVERYONE was doing it and I just wanted it to go quietly into the night. AND it did. Well, I was looking at my account and thought, "WOW!!! Has it really been that long since I've started this damn journal?!"

First started on AOL with THE DISEASE in October and then moved here a couple months later (because AOL sucks) with my first post TADA. I did have a small jaunt at diaryland but we won't discuss those two or three posts that are lost forever. My reasoning for journalling? Well, everyone was doing it. I keep a hard journal and thought, "hey, what the hell." I think the first person to really get me started was Murray at PlanetThoughful so if you don't like my stuff....blame him. He amazed me and I was jealous. Wanted to be (and still do) just like him. So, here I am two years later....and I still like doing it.

I'm not consistent. But I'm persistent. Has helped my writing. Little steps. Not saying I've made vast improvements and will become the next great novelist. Am only admitting more dedication to a gift that I feel is mine. And have to say that my journal is definitely my space. It's for me. I like when people visit. I love comments. But it's mine and am happy and content knowing it's just sitting here collecting dust if nothing else.

Almost time for me to pay for another year of this...a luxury I weigh and wonder if I can afford. I have very little money as we all know. And I go thru the process of deciding if this space is worth it. Eh....think so.