I AM SICK!!! AGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!
Bloody Freakin Hell!
I went to bed right after work Wednesday night because I had had a very late night the day before (I didn't get off work until 2 am. Then ran to the store for groceries. Then sat up and watched a movie.) only getting to sleep about 5:30 am and getting up two hours later for work. SO, again....home, dinner and bed.
And that's when it happened.....the damn infectious killers of the world invaded my body attacking my throat, ears, and nose. Woke up yesterday feeling like crap. Can't breathe very well out of my nose so have to thru my mouth....THAT HURTS!!! because my throat is raw. My eyes feel like they've been punched several times. EH!
Slept what I could until I had to work last night. Did ok for the most part at work. Thank the Committee that I was only working the truck and inventory last night....was not infecting food or customers.
Came home....went to bed.
WOKE UP FEELING WORSE! WHAT THE HELL?!
Now, my fucking chest is congested and I have a cough that is irritating the fuck out of my throat. Woe is me! My joints feel a bit achy too.
Eck. UGH! Bleh!
Sleep has been crappy the last few days as it was. Now, I don't want to sleep. BUT I'm sooooo tired. Stupid germs. Stupid people who gave me the stupid germs. Stupid work that allows stupid people who gave me the stupid germs. POO POO HEADS!!!!
My head hurts. The very top. Wait a sec. Let me hit it a couple times.....back.
So, I haven't been blogging. Eh, haven't felt like it. Think my creative wang has been circumscised by my meds. Just not feeling it. Kind of depresses me.
Em is in San Diego with my mother. They left on Christmas Day and are visiting my cousin and her family who moved out there a couple of months ago. She will be returning Saturday evening so we can spend the countdown together. It was her first time on an airplane and she loved it. I had hoped to take her myself for her first ride but that's ok.
I'm a bit lonely....actually more than lonely. Have been by myself for most of this time. Always goes that way. Get the house to my lonesome for a couple of days and plan to do wild and crazy things and wild and crazy things never seem to happen. I am such a completely boring person.
Christmas was just another day. I don't do holidays as I did before. I think that's been a noticeable thing I've mentioned. My sister and her family came into town before Em and mom left for California. I got a blanket and a bit of jewelry from her. My second gift this year was one of those small lotion sets you find at a pharmacy or store...received it from my secret Santa at work. Oh....dad did send me a bit of money. Hate holidays. Only enjoy birthdays, anniversaries, and I do like New Years.
Think I'm going to go back to bed before I have to work. I feel like crap. Oh, get this. On top of all the illness, I'm having my stupid period again. Just started yesterday. WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT?! I just finished it about nine days ago after having it for nearly three weeks. I swear. Is this some damn joke? I don't know which is worse: the lack of periods I was suffering through for years or this bloody show I'm going through now. I swear....my body hates me. That's ok. I'm not too fond of it either.
Stupid Poo Poo Head!