i am flat

Working through my depression by myself. Don't....won't....rely on people anymore.

Yesterday, I was filling my nearly flat tire before picking Em up from school. I heard a strange whistling sound but wasn't sure if was noise from the air hose. Suddenly, the tire exploded and both of my ears were rattled. A stupid ass man was walking into the store when he saw what happened, and he laughed at me and the exploding tire before going in. I was working on changing the tire when he returned and asked me if I needed help.

No. I don't need help. I've been going it alone for quite some time now. I'm quite capable of taking care of myself especially when those offering find my life amusing, entertaining, and absurd.

Em is going out of town this weekend with my mother for my older nephew's birthday in Tennessee. I'm glad to be alone.