Cleaning for the arrival of Beth and her son later today and I found a toy my dad had bought Emma when she was a toddler, an interactive Paddington Bear. I cleaned the bear up, took out the old batteries so it won't have any battery acid problems destroying it, and set it upon the book shelf.
I think about the strangest things regarding his afterlife. Is he wondering about? Is he in "paradise" or "hell" for eternity? Or does he just lay dreaming buried feet beneath the surface not knowing he's dead?
I remember when Em would crawl onto his lounger. He would recline it and she would sit on the foot rest part. They would sit and watch a movie or football together.
I just miss him, you know.