State of Being

I try not to talk about my j-o-b here because I don't want to get into too much trouble. I try to be professional about it all because I do like it; I want to accomplish as much as I can with the company; and well, there are just things that I shouldn't discuss here unless I want to set myself up to get fired. But I do have to say this because it's just bothering the hell outta me: how dare someone point the finger at me questioning my work performance. FUCK YOU! Yes. A bit unprofessional in response but I'm saying that one should be thanking God that I'm letting it go this easy because inside my head, I'm doing a lot of things that would prove one right about how unprofessional if not just plain ol' scary I can truly be.

I'm going to be so nice about this because seriously, I shouldn't worry about what one thinks of me. But, believe me….my friends know exactly how I feel about all this, which involves a lot of unflattering and derogatory terms that any cretin can use. But I will go no further because I'm better than that. I can express myself without being ugly or unkind. I'll stop with being satisfied that I expressed my unhappiness with all this. I am done with it all.

CUNT!

Ok, so one got out but that's all. No more.

Comments

[Naomi]

Thanks, TWH. Working through the frustration. Helps to think of it in these terms: I still have a job.

[Two Write Hands]

LOL Everyone who stumbles on this entry will identify with your problem! Hope you get a little release.