Wishing I Could Be Scrooge McDuck

Remember the cartoons when McDuck would swim and dive the money piles in his vault? The money looked so fluid and organic and so much more abundant than real life. Oh, how I wish I could do that.

I'm trying to save money. I've not a lot to my name but I've been happy with the progress I've been making. Until now. I was ignoring the fact when looking at my job offer here that I would be struggling harder than in Pcola. Everyone including myself said that I would be ok. I'd make it. Just a matter of budgeting.

Shit! It's going to be tighter than hell. I mean really tight. I just went grocery shopping as well shopping for Em's school uniforms and I feel guilty for having spent that money because now I'm looking at my bills and shaking in my core. Fuck!

It's gonna be ok. I know it will be. Just need to stop eating.

Kidding.

Maybe.

No...really, I'm kidding.

*nervous little laugh*