Not that it matters that I speak these words aloud to anyone...I am invisible...but I have become increasingly more suicidal in thinking lately. I think I've become much better at not bothering anyone with my problems so lots of people just overlook me. I really don't know how much longer I can go along feeling alone. I don't feel comfortable calling anyone or asking for help. I'm sick of the feigned sincerity of of supposed friends and family, and those who do seem to really care are too important to bother with my foul existence.
But Emma.....I just don't know how to leave without doing harm to her.
God, I am a failure.
I am going to kill myself. I just don't know when.
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18 August 2009
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Somehow ran across your post. Glad I did. Many of your sentiments I have felt. Perhaps we could have some type of dialogue. I'd like that.
Phil
Posted by: Phil | 25 August 2009 at 10:17 PM