I had dreams all night long about this red-headed man I know. Without going into much detail, they were not good dreams. I felt like a monster chasing him. Despite waking several times to shake the image of him from my mind so I can dream of other things, I'd returned to sleep only to have them filled with him. Same chasing feeling, different scenarios.
I feel awful. Apologetic. But mostly, that I should avoid him like I'm the Plague.