I admit: I am a YouTube addict. I have found so much crap on it to entertain me for years and years. Old videos (found Fish Heads by Barnes & Barnes), talking cats, and the like. When I started the category Emotional Clef, I was looking to just publish songs without the music. Present them as poetry representing how I felt at the moment. If you hadn't realized what this category was about, go back and look at the postings. When all else fails, sometimes other people's words can best describe your state of being.
I haven't felt like expressing myself in quite a while. There is nothing anyone can do until I get over some things. I feel like an idiot for not being in a better state of mind since I lost Angus and my dad. It's been a year and I should be further along in the grieving process. I think I am with my pop but there are times. With Angus? How do you get over losing someone you really believe is your soulmate? I love easily. It happens. But when I really love? Only twice in my life. And neither man are out of my system.
So...I give you Lily Allen. Of course, not all the same but the sentiment is there. And thanks to my daughter for introducing her.
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